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omgod..my tears are burstin out..my mum alwaes tot i'm sumone hu spents alot of money? she duno aniting! compared to my frens..i oredi considered spendin veri little le lor..clothes i alwaes buy this fashion der..which alot people will sae me cheapskate..slippers i alwaes no buy over 10 bucks..mos of the tings i bought..i alwaes go for the cheapest tings..but she doesnt noe it..hey..i'm 17..a teenager hu needs to dress up kay..my age..why cant she tink abt it? 2nd hand clothes...leftover dinner..wad esle she wans? i feel so wei qu..but i canot sae anitin..to her i'm spendin alot..jus becuz she spends so little..i feel so squeezed..unbreathable..hen nan guo..why she alwaes tot i'm livin in luxury? NO..i'm not..i feel so damn xinku alwaes lor..borrow money..why people buy tings can take from parents? hab i ever take money from my mum if i wana buy clothes or acessories? i NEVER..unless uniform..u tink if i ask for it she will? no..she wun..but i dun mind..cuz tis is all wad i wan so i try to get..but now pocket money is reali insufficient lor..why dun she realise tt? my contact lens oredi expired duno how long le lor..i ALWAES wear expired contact lens..u tot i duno its bad for my eyes? i alwaes us cheap pruducts on face and hair..u tot i duno its no gud? i alwaes buy no brand clothes..u tot i dun wan branded stuff? i alwaes neber pay bill..u tot i jus didnt wan to spent? i alwaes borrow money from frens..u tot i dun wana return? 5 bucks per dae is not reali little perhaps..but i do hab tings to buy ya? when did u ever gave me extra money to buy a lil costly tings i reali wanted? handphone? u neber gave me one bfore..i didnt request before lor..if i can manage..i wudnt wan to request for more pocket money lorr..my frens can even hab 10 bucks per dae..wifout includin bills? i jus cudnt stand it animore..so now i cudnt buy contact lens..cuz she doesnt wana gib me extra money..and i'm left wif 15 bucks till 10th..great..goin crazy..tears tears go awae..i'm strong..