confident-less apple

i'm sooo not confident when i'm walkin on street!!
i wanna cry
i spent 25 bucks todae on a temp lens
Clearvue Big Eyes2
it did enlarges my pupil
but not as big at my previous lens!!
i tink i look so not prettie..s niff!!
next thurs i'm havin a pri sch gathering!
i intend to look the prettiest i can
bt now i totally moodless le
the eyes so impt. DAMN
haiis..i search internet..
see where got people selling G&G lens
i dun mind payin abit more
if i can get it quick
but although i how nu li find
oso cant find lo..haiis..no one can help me!!
its not tt its ugli
its jus not as prettie animore
and i feel so totally not confident lo
now i realise its not makin up makes me confident
its the contact lens den changes everiting *CRYS*
hu can save me?!!! i will LOVE u like HELL