emo day

rainy day = emo day

suddenly felt emo. his msn nick makes me wanna ask him wad happen. i kept staring at his nick but i kept stopping myself from approaching. wad for? i will end up being sad again and i dun wan tt to happen. i wanna be strong for myself. i noe tings will get better each day. reali feel very lonely being alone everyday. but i told myself to open my eyes bigger and not jump into r/s anyhow. now have to keep finding things to occupy myself. i noe i will survive.

thanks ru for tis blogskin. LOL and thanks for keeping me accompany these days.