suffocatin

omg! wad a suffocatin afternoon!

i cant belieb he had left me! i cant!

but tis is the fact!

hes not gonna cum back animore

pls wake up.

he hates me.

i will survive.

my old principle.

blocked him e whole afternoon

euu cant imagine how much i wanted to unblock him

to tok to him

i kept starin at his nick

its all my fault

why mus i be so affected by him

its hurtin me so much

i noe he's broke.

i hope he takes care

dun starve himself

i'm so so sorrie for makin him broke

i din mean to

its all over

i kept tellin myself

no point.

wad for.

nuthin's gonna change the fact

its like so fated?

too mani obstacles to overcome

i alwaes tot i cud

i still lost to fate in e end

hapiness is not in our hands.

tings are not leave to our hands

i am strong.

i wun be affected

he's a nobody

we arent close

no pain

no worries

in no time i'll be fine

all these i tell myself =\