look ahead

hmmz.i feel slightly better le bahx..
jus now saw meiqian's blog
she sae she feel dat she zhang da le
so i tink i oso shud zhang da le lor
since i've done wad i tink i shud
(and others tink i shudnt)
but its still of no use
den i shud look ahead le rite?
a veri common and old sentence
if he's meant to be urs
we'll be together no matter wad lor
not meant to be
how to force oso no use
kip broadin over it wun help correct?
hahahas..but the hurt inside me still din go awae
cant blame me lei >.<

tis is human's nature

da jia gib me more time

i tink when all those cuts on ma hand heal i'll recover too

isit too long? LOL

i feel such a hypocrite

cuz frankly when i tok to others in msn

i feel tt i'm actin hapie and tryin to feel as if i'm 100% alrite le lor

mayb i dun wan so mani people worie me bah

act like i hen wei da hor?

hahaha i can joke !! =x

haisx. the cheerful zhu zhu will cum back one dae

shi lian. its not the first time i've been thru tis

las time oso can pull through le why not tis time rite?

my heart still got abit dun wann let go i mus gib it counsellin!! hahasx.

*panda. if u're readin tis. pls recover too hao mah? =D no recover how to jio chio bu out dere leiisx? how to protect all ur mei mei neh? correct? dun alwaes wanna die lei.mayb ur next relationship is a great one! my fren told me "tis door closes, dere's another door opens sumwhere" sumtin like dat lahx. if we neber part. how u meet better ones rite? tink tings on the bright side bahx. despite my sadness i still an wei u. not bad bah? =x hahahx. consider kipin me as fren bah. i'm veri frenli de *wink* arbo u'll regret de? kekek..since when my skin got so thick. hao lah. a paragraph jus for u ok. feel honoured! take care!