roars

sniff
ke bu ke yi bu yong gan?
its tearin me apart
the pain is unbearable
he said he's rong abt me?
perhaps he reali is bah
i'm not gud enuf for him
not prettie enuf
not bein able to tolerate him
i shi bai bah


sorrie to waste his time; effort; money on me
i appreciate all
i duno how long i need to recover
i dun wanna rely on anione
but i jus feel so alone
and i need people arnd me
how much i wan him in ma lyfe
how hard i take him outta ma lyfe
all dese are beyond words to describe


perhaps tis is also tearin him apart
or isit not?
i jus cant let gO!!!!
ROARS!!!!
its no choice. not whether i can or i canot
accept it den.



wo ai ni