blarh!!

bu zhi bu jue..tears had gathered in my eyes..recentli pms..hais..get emotional easili..nono..i cant..i'm a cheerful person aint i? i cudnt hab tis kinda ting happenin to me..i'm sniffin..yet i ket typin haha? i din wan people arnd me to noe how i'm feelin now? hahas..so wad am i doin now? tryin to get people to pity on me? aaa..nutin lahs..its gonna get over in no time =)

tml will be my first dae at qian's compani..wish me luck? duno since when i kept hittin nails..hope tis job is a successful one..

todae went out wif xinyi and kevin..kevin is goin overboard for his studies at 3rd of march..wish him luck lohx..we went to town..eat..movie..sakae..pool..kinda nice bahx..kekez..tts al bahx..din wana get my emotions in tis post too much..haha..tata~

back to sch

hmmz..yesterdae went back to sch..sum sorta small klaz gatherin..cuz not everione was dere..went to see a lil~ teacher..felt tt we've all grown up bahs..lols..lao le lah..hmmz..qian and merry went to salon den open house bla blaa..rest of us went to clementi arcade? we reali no place go..lols..2bucks per hour lehs!! keke..den went to kbox to sing sing..pass time lohx..after tt..went to meet victor jason merry and qian den went to -old market- to hab dinner bahs..after tt was pool in jec..lols..basicalli..it was a money spendin dae!~ lol..pocket one hole le..duno when den recover..reach home around 1+ bahs..too tired ler..

tis mornin..force the tired me up from bed..although i had 8 hrs of slp..but i'm soo tired!! -.-" but had to go work..so work work..and now i'm here..durin work..i saw ...... le ohhx..but he din manage to see me..super tOoTs!! stand infront of him oso cant see..but nbm..tml goin out wif him..kekes..sure veri paisehz de..hope it's an memorable one =)

gathering

hmmz..past few daes nutin happened bahs..den todae was totali coOl`~ woke up at around 4+pm den prepare for our outin..yea..me xinyi caifen meiqian and merry went out..sorta like a small gathering? although its jus shortli few hrs..its nice x) we went to P.S to hab our dinner den was a lil~ walk..den...FOTO time..lol..everione looks grownup? did i? keke..but our interest din change..takin foto was sumtin so excitin for us? lolx..took quite alot of fotos bahs..can view it by my links =) will dere be sumore gatherin in the future? hope dere'll be..thanks for the nite guys!~

tired`

las nite onli managed to slp for 2hr plus? called kelvin..den ... , after i put down the fone wif ... , i tok to kel? so long din contact ler..he changed alot..got gf le sumore..lols..den 7+am den hang fone..den sms wid ...... till 8+ den slp till 11am wake up -.-" i like veri..hee =x ...meet xinyi at 1 and shop for aLan's birthdae prezzie..den went for work zzz ..the job was easi marnie..cuz its too SIAN!! veri borin lohx..sell drinks? detergent? softerner?!! faint liaos lohx..i becum housewife ler..work till about 9 den fang gong le..so is 4 to 9..include 1 hr break..den i work for 4 hrs got 30 bucks le..keke~ yea~ now i'm too tired to tok too much..buai~

hp gone

two daes din update ler..i'll sae abt ytd first bahx..hmmz..woke up at 5 30pm den meet qian at jp go merry place to dye hair? tis time we try a darin colour..violet pink..but duno why the colour still not ming xian? sianz zzz lohx..den lazie go home so stay at merry's place lohx..3 daes ago i dreamt of him..bin snatched awae by other gers? why do i still dream of him? i tot he's outta my life? i didnt wan to dream of him animore..it onli cuzes heartache lohx..den so coincidence he called me 2 daes ago..telepathy? lolx..dun care lahz..still frens mahz~ den 2 daes ago i dreamt of meiqian died durin an accident?! inside the dream everione so depressed siaz..oso can sense heartache..lols..so scari!~ recentli like kip dreamin of bad tings bahs..dun wan le hor!!
todae..a bad ting happened -.-" my fone spoiled!!!! HALP?!! so wad am i supposed to do? lost le..die le..i so broke le still got marnie buy fone mehx? i still owe so mani people marnie..hais..duno how leh..hope angels cum to my rescue..i'm bullshitin agains..hais..pardon me..

as usual

as i hab mention..todae nutin much? last nite din get to sleep loh..den mornin 6+ meet xinyi for breakfast..she finalli get to eat long john's breakfast?! den we went to jp to play arcade -.-" abt $10 lidat lehz..den afternoon went to her model agency..as expected..dey sae the same ting..sae wad need portfolio..tt needs marnie..to me it sounds like blarf de..but she interested siaz..duno lohx..hmmz..after reach home at abt 4+ den still 2am + den wake up lohx..now wake up ler oso duno do wad..sianz! hMmz..i todae tried the twisted fries and prospErity beef ler..not bad lohx..kekez..tml's gonna be a rottin dae too.. zzz

sianz

todae..woke up at 4+ lohx..den watch teebee till 9+..den online till now..jus now got watch huan zhu ge ge..so saddenin siaz..i cried..hahaz..i ai ku gui lai de lohx..veri touchin siaz..+sniff+ kekez..den got watch..i guess..veri farnie sia~ dey look for aGuA? but sum reali look cute lohx..oOpx =Pp actualli dey cant control de lohx..quite ke lian..hMmz..todae oso nutin much lohx..guess tml oso wun hab anitin? too bored le..so changed a layout? aAa..hard to find a skin tt reali catches my attention de siaz.. zZz later duno wan find xinyi eat breakfast mahz..tml duno wan go visit ah gong mahz..i tink i'll go if i not tired lohs..nutin write le..buhbies~

bla bla

ehz..todae nutin much? afternoon had dinner wif qian and merry at swensen..no marnie still die die wan eat..wAhahaaz..den buy B.C.P..wah lao..den find out we can onli use student price till 21st of jan..after tt adult fare liaoz..lidat how?!! i sure broke si de lohx..veri ex lehz..den went home lohx..get a little nap..den went to hospital wif mum to see ah gong again..he'e as usual? but i tink he movin to amk hospital le..dere too ex ler!!~ wah laox..i need a phone urgentli!! hu noes whre to get cheap deR? hey guys..i am selling new de mp3..128 memory at 80 and 256 at 100..512 at 130..interested can find me bahz..sellin bluetooth too? hmm..nutin much to comment le..and i'm look in for taufik's i dream!! hehs~

broke

hmmz..yesterdae afternoon went to queenswae den bugis wif merry lohx..we bought quite alot..to me lahz..to her mayb wun? lolx..finali bought wawa shoe =x after tt abt 9 plus den went to xinyi's place to stay overnite..too long din see each other ler..mus maintain yi xia relationship lohx..kekez..


tis afternoon went to orchard? oso walk walk..xinyi bought a few tings lahz..actuali nutin much to comment about lohx..jus tt..on our way to far east..xin was approach by a lady from a model compani? whether isit true or false..she indeed got mei li siaz..so zi bei..lolx~ i tink i found a job le? lolx..hope it comes out well bahz..

fwens?

hais..feel reali reali moodie noe? so sad..i reali misses school life..where everidae can spent precious time wif people precious to you...not like now..my job is to guard my house everidae? now everione has deir own life..job..tings to do..i shud hab expected it..now we dun even spent a min everidae? wad is tis? is frenship gonna flush down the toilet? musnt everione sacrifice a little somethin to at least maintain the bonds between? mayb friends is jus a companion when one is bored? i owaes treat tis special relationship veri seriousli...mayb can sae i'm lonli tts why i used it? hais..so sad ya? separate jus lidat? forget it..tok abt todae bahx..


todae mornin cant managed to wake up..causin conflict bet me and merry..duno why..hais..den afternoon went to visit ah gong in raffles hospital lohx..he look weak? abit sad after seein him..he look so xing ku while breathin..sumore dey take alot of blood from him..look so painful..hope he get well soon? dere one night $800 siaz..fainted...after tt me aunt and mum shop abit lahx..den went home le..hais..not in the mood to sae animore..

hit nails

todae went for an interview at bugis lohx..sing and ying intro de..was supposed to reach at 11..so i wnt out at 10 am!! yet i was late for 5 min..and dere de people sae me lohx..at tt moment feel veri wei qu..i noe society is lidat de..hais..i tink i did badli? cuz dey ask alot question...my speech wasnt reali gud..hais..dey sae dey will gib me ans by tml...actuali after i reach home..kinda hab a feelin hope dey dun select me? dun like neh!! i veri spoiled =x

after tt straight awae went home le lohx..nowhere esle to go..din reali eat lunch...no appetite..eat a little in order to eat tt stupid bitter medicine..din went to my mama place to see as i tink i am recoverin le..yeas x) the red spots slowli less red le lohx..heez..but still hurt lahz..but i tink veri fast gonna recover le!~ at nite ask ziting out for dinner..arbo i'm not gonna hab dinner? she do facial super long siaz..hai me starve till left half life..lols..

at nite came home..received a cor from my aunt..askin for my mum..later den i realised my ah gong todae kena stroke now lyin in hospital? a little sad and shock..me and my mama both stunt lohx..cux he alwaes veri fit and healthy although he was old..duno why suddenli will lidat..hais..i tink i'm gonna visit him tml..

get well soon ah gong..

wo shen bing le

hmmz..let me start wif saturdae..went to kbox wif ziting..from 7pm to 2am...suddenli hab an urge to see him? he was doin closin tt nite..so i tot we cud meet? he din agree..yet he asked another guy to sent me home? i walked home instead..from je..i was quite emotional at tt time..maybe becuz of my drink at kbox..din noe why dey din check ic? i poured everitin to him..yet he kip larfin and jokin? pissed me off..kinda totalli gib up le..i hope so..so i walked home..but halfwae sumone appeared and sent me home.. -.-"

sundae mornin 830 had to work..work as usual..but tis time sumtin unusual happned..around 10+ i suddenli had a veri huge pain...few daes ago i started habin red spots on my bodie..as daes goes by..it increases..until sundae it finalli loses control..it hurts alot tt i had to go home halfwae work..i called ziting and ask her to accompani me to the doc...as she's the onli one available..i cried as usual =x went to a chinese doc and it cost $40 +ouch+ heartache siaz..duno will okie mahz..alot people sae it's "snake" duno wad lai de lohx..heard dat if it go one round it wud be veri dangerous? luckili i now onli got half a round? hope faster okie lohx..veri painful leh..sumore alot tings cant eat..canot bAthE?!! faint liaoz lohx...i stayed overnight at ziting house and she took care of me..as mama was oversea..no one at home..thx ting x)

mondae which was todae...spent almos whole dae at her house..eat medicine..it was sUpEr SuPeR bitter lohx..i haven had anitin as bitter as tis before!! oh gosh..mama ask me tml go to her clinic to see see..so i'm goin lohx...jus now received a fone call askin me to go for an interview...hope i get in..at least sumtin gud happen? hees..wish me luck man! x)