Tuesday, October 27, 2009

hk pk

AAHH~
today shall be a historical day!
tis morning i was aslp cuz lesson start at 1 15pm
den at 11am suddenly i receive a call
tis person said she is calling from starhub
dey have sent our xin guang pk top 20 tapes to hk
and i have been chosen to go dere and pk
in their competition call 超级巨声
i jumped out of my bed man!
i tried to get as many details as i could
i asked her how many person was chosen
she said 1 or 2
i asked her wen
she said 19 to 22 oct
but i was damn blur still so i jus told her i would confirm with her again
first instinct was call qian cuz i tink she will analyze the situation
so she asked me could it be a scam?
i suddenly stunned. mayb it could be!
so basically the whole day was busy finding out
i called xinyi to ask
i called miao ru, ex top 20, to ask
i called joseph to ask
all answers like pointing towards a scam
until wen i reach home at 6 plus and decided to call daphne from 100.3FM
and she confirmed tis news
oooo~ so excited and afraid and nervous
i noe sure have to spend alot money de
and mummy will very xinku
but i am so excited about the opportunity !!
now the only thing in my mind is to heal my throat ASAP!!
hahahaaaaaaaa. tis is gonna be the next big thing in my life!!


hmmmm. i tink its too fast to step into another so quickly.
i shud slow down.......

Thursday, October 22, 2009

philosophy

hmm. im having sore throat le.
vonn kept saying i sound like Li Jing now, which i agree LOL
tis few days end lesson reali earli
resulted me being alone at home for super long period of time
reali feel damn damn damn bored
i duno why other single female not so bored as me one?!
how i hope i have a single female fren for me to date out as and wen
and go outside bio guys or gif guys bio lo -.-"

today research on a philosophy as my grp's project
i tink its an interesting one
it says ' 20% of effort 80% of result '
i kept wondering how true it is
the example they gave was
20% of the tings tt made u happy contributes to 80% of ur happiness
tis sentence is somewhat true i guess
so can i conclude tt
20% of effort can erase 80% of my sadness?
LOL still figuring out tis philophy
next week hafta present

tmr gonna lan wif RAMS o.O
sunday meeting ite peeps
next tues swimming with ru
next saturday doing project
can more people keep me occupied ?

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

emo day

rainy day = emo day

suddenly felt emo. his msn nick makes me wanna ask him wad happen. i kept staring at his nick but i kept stopping myself from approaching. wad for? i will end up being sad again and i dun wan tt to happen. i wanna be strong for myself. i noe tings will get better each day. reali feel very lonely being alone everyday. but i told myself to open my eyes bigger and not jump into r/s anyhow. now have to keep finding things to occupy myself. i noe i will survive.

thanks ru for tis blogskin. LOL and thanks for keeping me accompany these days.