Friday, October 28, 2005

sean

omfg


i'm so pissed


jus quarreled wif an online 'fren' over stupid and small matter. kept wantin to stop it but he kept wantin to continue it. its so shockin tt people at our age still acting childishly. not onli childish. is superb childish. horrible. kept tinkin tt everione is bad except he himself. kept tokin sarcastically. he can sae tings like "dun act nice lah" "yaya now u angel i devil" "u high klaz people mah" wadever i sae he will comment. when i comment back he'll sae "not my prob". zzz. den kip askin me to ignore him. i replied oki. and he kept continuing. contradictin rite?


i didnt wanna agitate myself over a funie and strange person. but he kept pissing me off. i jus duno wad he wans. ROARS.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

the wig

hmmz.. my colourless holidae. firstlie before i forget. Whiskey died. forget to mention, it's xinyi's kitten. she bury her at toh guan area. heard tt its illegal. lol.


todae watched free movie. hahahx. watch The Wig wif hg jason alex tobi and xinyi. why do i sae its free. cuz watch towards the end left few minutes. hongguang and tobi went to complaint to the manager that the sound system of the theatre is horrible and ask for a refund. i thought at mos a complimentary ticket. end up. all 6 of us were refunded. and sumting i mus comment. the manager has a veri gud attitude lor. mus praise arhx!! but i didnt noe the ending. dunnoe whether did the sister die in the end. anione noes the endin please tell me..


hmm.. anione gt wang zi bian qing wa.. prince becum froggie de VCD?! got can lent me mahx?! zzz.. borrowed from meiqian..Winter Sonata.. shud be quite nice bahx..


haishx. human are veri uglie creatures. sumtimes its so shockin for u to found out that one does tings tt are unforgivable. so unexpected? tokin cock? fei hua? i feel disgusted. =/ tis is all rubbish! nightmares!


i'm so sorrie meiqian.. for being unable to accompani u to the doctor..


like meiqian. i had nightmares for 2 consequetive daes. but unlike hers. mine is abt ghost chasing me? lame.. zzzz. hope i wun hab one tonight. tml 11 plus mus wake up. HDB people cumin to my house to check. as my toilet ceiling kip dripin water.. dark water~!! hahahax. tink too much...


mummie bought top up card for me again. so nice of her. LOL. haish. holidae so wu liao. feel like havin a nan peng you lei. lol. although exams are around the corner. but i jus still dun feel like doin anitin lei. zzz. i do feel guilty. but still like dat. my maths is hopeless! omg.


sorrie for my nagginess. cuz i'm reali too bored. and i hab simply nuthin special tu blog abt. jus normal daily routines.





Saturday, October 22, 2005

yippie

muahahahx..
the com is now in my room!
hahahax. my brother surrendered
cuz he needs his beauty sleep
and i'm havin my holidaes
so.. muahahahahx!! =x

omgoshx. holidae started
but its so bored!!
thursdae ishx my first dae of my holidae
yet i rot at home
slp; eat; online; tv
do so much ting but so miserable!!
at night went to hongguang house
xinyi brought whiskey dere
so at least got a little entertainment lahx
den todae here i am at home le lohx
xinyi work during weekends
can bored me to tears le
zzzzz

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

retro

hmm..todae iishx a minii tour of my past~ hurhurs. las weekend at qian's place. we looked at photos when we're at sec 1, 2, 3.. see le osho shock aRh!! find myself so prettie now.. =x i wonder why las time will got people jio miie sia.. dey mus hab been blind.. wahahhax..


introduce~ *drumrolls* last time de E6-huishan!! hahahx..
Venue: Jurong East
Reason: To make Huishan's Burfdae Prezzie!!
Clockwise: ChaiFeng, HweePeng, Peifen, Joanna, MeiQian
i hope people in the pic dun kill miie.





hmm..next.. sec 1's yr book can find dao de.. vball picture.. hahaha..





Venue: Seoul Garden
Reason: Coach's Treat cum BiWei's Burfdae





Venue: Singapore Poly
Reason: WestZone Competition
Caption: Everione Grew Up Le..hAHahax..





Venue: School Hall
Reason: Teachers' Day Celebration
Caption: United Hor?





Venue: Infront School Bookshop
Reason: We Will Get There
Caption: Grew Up Version of the Top Pic





Venue: Pasir Ris
Reason: Alex's Chalet
Caption: MeiQian Kenna HUG Sia. =x





Venue: Outside Alex's Chalet
Reason: We Just Wanna Take Pic Lah!
Caption: Hen Close Hor? =P





Venue: MeiQian Jia
Reason: See The Contrast Between The Two Pic?!








end the minii tour le..now iish a few of my fotos! dun leave ur seat or close tisx window yet le..gib me mian zi =/























finished!! thankewx for urr attention!! =)

danwei

after so long
i've finali found her
she's prettie i guess
at least prettier dan miie
i took a long time to find her de lei >.<
her frenster nuthin much to see
jus...all the best bah..


jus now accounting fundamentals
i tink buang liao. hahahax.
none of the question i am confident wif
business fundamentals i feel more confident
jia lat ler lorx =/
holidae le.. yea?
like no holidae de gan jue lei
zzz. so boring.




hungriie*


*he iish a pile of shiit*

Friday, October 14, 2005

shitty

i feel so super duper shitty now
mayb cuz i close myself at home
mayb cuz of him
his profile is changed for his gurl -danwei-
unbelievable.
i dun belieb his toyin her feelins le bah
his msn nick oso for her
he've neber done anitin like tis for me before
guy's word.. cant believe man!
still sae gonna revenge on gurls
i jealous can? hahah
hate myself for bein affected by his actions
such a weak huiping..eeee.
canot! i mus be strong.
*runs to the mirror and smile*
*ahem* i'm fine le!! hahah!!
tis is my special ability!
smilin and tokin to myself whenever i'm down! =)

i belieb euu

aaa!! wo you bu shuang!!
jus read a storie online
Tan Hwee Peng reads okie!!
hhahahas. veri long yet i read
find myself so patience. haha
www.i-believe-you.com
curious can read
i shed a tear
written by local author
amazing lor
but hor.. no ending!!
he wans us to purchase his book!
i now so xin ku lor!!
duno the guy ending got die mahx!!
ROARS and the book is not available outside!!
onli can online purchase
arsehole! hu has it?!
haishx. idiot lahhh!!!
if i noe i dun read!!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

stairway to heaven

jus now watched - Stairway To Heaven -


watched before le actualie..but jus now watch still cry sia.. so nice and so touching!! i tink i wanna chase dramas again le..see their lurfe stories..so wei da and nice lorx..the guy can gib up everiting jus for the ger sia.. but why in reality..euu cant see these kinda tings de? why is lurfe so fragile.. it jus breaks off so easilie..i reali envi those kinda lurfe dat can withstand obstacles. or isit becuz its jus show? hahhax..



the song is so nice. so i immediately search for the OST online lor.. finalie found it le..so touching sia..although its korean song which i dun understand .. LOL.. these songs are makin me feel so depressed man..

IMU

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

my mind; my heart

las nite went to west coast tu studie
got xinyi hg jason ws and me lor
but i arnd 2 plus canot tahan ler
nap dere awhile. LOL
den later play plaground till morning den home slp
jason and ws play till vomit
lmao. funnie hor?




he told miie dey broke off le
he saed he's gonna play wif gers from now on
i cant sae much
its his choice
i hope he'll regret
and i dun belieb he wud be like tis for long
after a few months
he'll meet a ger tt make him xin dong
and he'll grow up bah
i've nuthin to sae lor
wish him all the best
no more pinning of hopes le i guess


*my mind saes so; my heart doesnt sae so


i edited ziting's pic and i quite like it
although she finds it too fake
hahhax..



Monday, October 10, 2005

zzz

hmmz. intend tu be late for skul
here i am writing tis post at home LOL
last night sumone told me i look like fann wong
usin the picture at the bottom left of my blog
dun throw eggs at me!!
hahhahax.. lmao*


on saturdae, went swimming wif qianx
hahax..healthy lifestyle leiisx
after tt stayed overnight at her house lor
i guess she's addicted tu bomberman tt night
her persisten, i pei fu
wun play sian de.lol.



intend tu studie on sundae
but we both slack!
and even hab afternoon naps
9 den start studyin!
10 i went home
lame lorx >.<~ my exams are next week leiisx

ai qing de mo li

saw her frenster and blog
tis is the power of lurfe?
she cut her hands
dey tugether so awhile onli
she can becuz of him cut her hands
i guess she lurfes him alot bah
i asked him
he claimed dere's no feelins involve
since so..why he stead wif her in the first place?
perhaps he's jus lonelie?
but its kinda bad tu the ger bahx
he've deleted his msg to me in his frenster
but yet michelle's still dere
hmm..perhaps me and joyce
are items used to forget michelle?
hahhax. wadever is it
its all over
i tot he got his hapiness
its either he reali do. but he did not tell me e truth
or he reali bu xing fu
but i still cant help but read the gurl's blog
hahahx. i guess i'm still concern =/

Thursday, October 06, 2005

iHATEyou

i told myself not to cry for him le
why i cant do it?
why do i hab to be affected wif tings tts
NONE OF MY BUSINESS?
i hate those tears touchin ma face
FCUK OFF
I HATE HIM!!!!!
i sound jus like a sore loser =/
FUCK HIM!!
why mus he LIE?!! WHY?!
wad motive he've got?!!!
REVENGE on me huh?!!
LOL!!!!!!! i'm so sAd.
why are dey so sweet?
or isit true abt wad my frens sae
tt he's toyin my feelins from the beginnin?
he dun reali lurfes me
tts why he dun treat me well
tts why he get over tings so fast
so....i'm a TOY la?
why i fu chu de cant get back?!
FCUK EVERITING!
okie. as i sae
ITS NOT MY TAI JI
FCUK MYSELF FOR BEIN KPO
i jus cant helped
i hab no lack of suitors k?
so mani people quein for now
why mus i be sad?
PEOPLE oso dun feel anitin
i feel so much ting for wad?!
ish tis duno wad ting worth my tears?
definitely NO!!
he's enjoyin his lyfe rite NOW!!
he'll get his bao ying. i curse him
awww..i'm so bad..he shud get on wif his lyfe rite? =)
U TINK I FCUK CARE?
CURSE SI HIM!!!!
for toyin ma feelinss..
for lyin to me
i reali HATE si him ler!!!!
how he treat me and how he treat her
its totalli UNFAIR!!
yea. cuz i'm not prettie. i'm fat
she's prettie; she cute
blame myself huh?


hais. why hab i becum so scarie?
so fierce. so different?
ish tis yi da li pinguo mar?
i dun wanna change becuz of him
not worth it at all
i noe i'll meet sumone better
sumone tt dotes on me; lurfes me for who i am
sumone reali worth my everitin
i'll wait =)

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

permed




tis is wad we saw outside far east plaza..cool huh? lol. qian was so terrfied..din even wanna kip tis picture in her computer. LOl i tink its promotin an upcumin movie cor -fear- bahx..kekekx..hair so long and straight. tsk tsk..


stayed overnight at qian's house on saturdae lor..and played wif my hair and face..wahahahx..qian tied and curl my hair..


qian sae i look like pei fen the dj..hahax..i noe i hen fAt on ma face =x






den she tie my hair..







bathe le qian tied my hair again..gonna leave it overnight for better result..her sister no cum home. so actuali i got bed tu slp. but yet we both squeeze in one bed.and leave one empty bed =.= her mama sae we xiang qing xiang ai..lOL..BUT.. dere wun be a 2nd time le. cuz 'once bitten twice shy' .. dun sae i din warn..she got great skills. especially her flyin kick..its deadly =x hao kong bu aRH!


morning wake up de result.






i kinda like tis pic =)






wo zhi dao wo hen duo pimple >.<~











did nuthin at her house whole dae..onli slack..hahahx.. actuali at night plan to meet qi hao and wesley der..but dey hou lai cannot le. sianzz..so i went home at arnd 10plus lor..








last one.



okie. u may sae i looke rounder. u may sae i look old >.<~

fuck

isnt everitin so fuckin obvious?
u ish tot i blind or i'm an idiot?
why wanna deny?
its not onli from ur testi
her blog her profile and everitin
its okie.
u shud persue ur hapiness
i wish u all de best
but why wanna deny?
like when i'm wif u
u deny u're attached?
dun do the same ting to another ger
it reali hurts alot
she treats eu so well
lurfes u like nobodie business
ur pic is oredi in her account
did so much for u
treasure her
and u guys made promises din u?
now my heart can finalie gib up
it refuses to
but its no choice now
great. it finalie sees the whole picture
willin to move on
she's prettie; sweet and everitin
compared to her, i'm jus nuthin
congrats =)
tt time kip saein wanna die
sae no one will like u
no one will take care of u
regret le bah?
hahahas..now i'm the one stucked
laugh all u wan
i can cry all i wan
hu once sae 'mei is mei and will alwaes be mei'
hahahahax. i mentioned le
its possible and it happens~
she saes forever. hope u guys reali forever
hope u bu zai got bei shang


* huiping wish dazhuzhu and xiaozhuzhu yong yuan xing fu kuai le *

Saturday, October 01, 2005

>.<

jus reach home from mos
not fun at all =/
i've alwaes tot i lurve to club
but after todae i wonder
do i lurfe to club?
or isit becuz i lurfe to be wif him
now tt he had left my life
clubbin ish so not fun le >.<
he went dere too
he still look as charmin as before
i hope i can take a few more glance
ting did took the initiative
but we dun seem welcome
i guess he hates the sight of me
dunnoe if i will club often ler
its so borin and not fun
i realise tt he do brighten my life
jus tt i din noe in the past
now everitin is so colourless
i see the difference =so wad?
i need to face reality
sorie peeps.
i din wanna alwaes blog abt him
but ma brain
cant stop tinkin of him
i kan bu qi myself