over le

hmmz..
i felt better le
not tt sad le
competition is like dat de mahx
not gud enuf jiu out
cant be everione in mahx..
hahhaax..

recentli life veri boring lei..
go skul see shuai ge..
cum home online..
slp den skul again.. zzz
luckilie recentli skul got one super cute guy =X
i hua chi again.. LoL~

ii`m out

haishx >.< i'm so sorie.. i disappoint everione.. ii'm out out out out out out out out out out.. i.. feel like i've jus shi lian.. haha.. veri nan guo leis~ aniwae congrats to cheryll.. mus na de qi fang de xia.. haisx.. but veri sad lei.. now i aga aga noe my standard liao lorr.. but i still hope to join superband.. LoL.. the feelin of bein rejected.. wooohlala~ song bo.. feel like cryin lor.. sad sad sad sad sad sad.. argh.. shudnt hab told anibodie about joinin.. den i wun feel so sad.. how to break the news to everione tt i'm out.. sniff.. those hu kan bu qi wo.. hates me like "z" will be delighted le bah.. hais.. i mus zhen zuo!! >.<

craziie

ii'm reali goin crazie le.. omg.. still haven decide wad to sing!! can u belieb it.. omg.. the stress is dere.. so tensed.. so freaked out.. so helpless.. so afraid of losin.. reali duno wad to sae le.. hao xin ku.. god bless me.. >.<

c ampus superstar

oh my fcukin god`!!!
i cant belieb it man`!!
i got into 2nd round of campus superstar !!
although onli get thru 1st round onli la
not easi le kays!!
so mani people tio -TEH-
onli some got -ding dong ding dong-
luckie me man!!
i sang yi shi de mei hao
and judges wan me sing another song
so i sang bei feng chui guo de xia tian
and jeff wanna me to sing yong qi
so i did`!!
he comment dat i'm veri daring
wahahhas..
i was so freaked out`!!
i jus cant stop shaking
i queued for freaking 3 hrs plus loh`!!
so stress and tensed!!
congrats to cheryll
and saw huifen dere quein
but duno whether she got get in anot
i'm so god damn hapie!!
now need to find minus one cd for my next audition
zzz and next audition mus brin mama
LOL~ everione bless me!!
sum contestant sing quite well
but dey got -teh-
dunno why leis..
and i got my fans le!! hahah
got to noe 3 frens dere and dey're supportin me next week!!
so nice of them lor..
dey sae i reali sing nice`!!
and ah boon saw me dere too
he cored and sae his fren sae i sing nice~!!
i mus hab confident!!
oh ya!! danny got in too!!
he sing reali nice! OMG
and he look nice too =X
tml startin skul le~
haven told catherine dey all i got in
LOL~ omg.. how to sleep?!!

smashed

omg
i wanna cry si le lahx!!
i jus checked my result
my GPA onli pathetic 2.7!!
got B for Office Fundamentals
got A for Business Fundamentals
and got D for Accounting Fundamentals
even catherine scored a GPA of 3.3!!
ACCOUNTING SUX!!
i wanna go bang wall le
my poly dream smashed le
i studied so hard for Business
and yes i got an A
i noe i flunk my Acc
bt i neber expect tt bad!!
pull down my whole GPA!!
bloodie arsehole
mrs K sure kp mE!!

tagged

i'm tagged?
*blurr
wadever it is
it kills my time x)


1. i pronounce hougang as ..............

* lame leii.. qian pronounced it in chinese.. i pronounce it in hokkein!! ao(3) gang(4) =P


2. i looooooveeeeeeeee

* if reali wanna ans.. sae till tml oso cant finish.. buahahaha.. i love to be loved`!! =x


3. after thinking that i can recognised ways and roads well , i think that i am

* hopeless.. cuz i dun even recognise ways and roads well even though i moved quite a number os times..


4. my puke is always

* rainbow colour.. depending on wad i ate at that time duh`! but it will definitely neber be green!! -those hu noes why- LOL


5. i often have dreams that will come true , is this the 6th sense that woman have ?

* yea yea *roll eyes* dun tis happens to guys too? and i dun rmb habin ani dreams tt cum true.. at mos bein at a place for the 1st time and findin it familiar i guess..


i'm not taggin anione i suppose.. cuz my blog has a low profile.. LOL~ jus to kill my time and kill OBK's time..

p/s : OBK... shudnt u be studyin ?!! aniwae gud luck to ur tml paper la.. hahahax..

dou yu

watched dou yu
omg.. veri nice..
one dae see finish..
cry till eye got swollen lor!!
so touching and .... AHHHH!!
male lead died in the end lohx..

female lead = xiao yan zi
male lead = yu hao



yu hao inside veri shuai lor
cd cover not nice
tis show reali made me veri depressed sia
see finish le still lie on bed cryin
veri xin tong
not onli romance..
frenship and kinship
mus watch man!!
i wan watch dou yu 2!!
hu got?

the show's main OST
jenny yang's bu gong ping
veri nice lorr..
duno cuz the show or the song itself nice
hais.. las nite watch
heart till now still tong sia
sniff

** ai qing li zhao bu dao gong ping __ `

disappear

yea. i tear
i shud make myself disappear
i shudnt exist in tis world

omgosh.. bo liao..

omg.. i continue doin stupid tings
lols~

SADAKO



next.. its the xi nu ai le~

XI~ (hapie)



NU~ (angry)



AI~ (sorrow)



LE~ (overjoy)



ke ai mahsx? hahhax.. dere's more~




1 to 10 pose to take pictures.. but i duno how to do 9 lei..

ZERO



ONE



TWO



THREE



FOUR



FIVE



SIX



SEVEN



EIGHT



NINE

--BLANK-- i dunno how lei.. ani idea?

TEN



i noe all the pic veri spoil my image.. all wifout editin lei!! gross >.<

rot

omg..
i'm rotting!!
i cant anitin to do
onli eat and anime
msn so dead now
las time so alive de loh

frenster oso >.<~ i do stupid ting den

seductive mah?

turns guy off bah

zzz -.-"

screwed

great!! i'm so fcukin screwed up now.. i lost my entry proof.. yea~ i dun hab to take my exam!! *roll eyes* haishx. god bless me.i feel sorie for wastin my mum's money. my brother will kill me if he finds out. i hope he dun ask forever.


ytd while browsing frenster i saw sumone hu looks like jerlyn. i tot it's reali her. but when i looks at the other photos. its nt her.

hen xiang rite?

shi shi de zhen xiang

hab been watch winter sonata lately. but its reali strange. thruout the show. i never shed a tear at all. its not tt the show isnt touching. but i jus dunno why. i reali enjoy watchin and cryin in the past. but why cant i cry le. like dat not enjoy le lohx. perhaps watch drama is an excuse for me to cry hard. but why cant i even cry now? hab i becum cold blooded? wo bu yao zhe yang.. i used to cry so badly till my eyes get swollen when i watch dramas. where hab all the tears gone?


todae afternoon get to chat wif Joyce. i realised when i was wif ivan. he didnt told joyce he was attached. joyce tot he was single all along. we used to tok on fone everi night except fri and sat. cuz fri night we'll see each other during chiong. and everi sat we'll go out. and joyce told me tt dey alwaes tok on the fone during fri. after we broke few daes later. dey jiu together le. after learning so mani stuffs. i felt betrayed. perhaps its not a big deal. but i jus felt two-timed? he's such a flirt. why is he able to be wif me while the other side showin feelins to others? when i was wif him. i saw a testimonial joyce gave him. on 17th sept. which was my burfdae. she was askin if ivan's angry and why he din cor her. i shud hab known right? such a fool? i trusted him so much although he mixes around wif alot of gers. yet i get betrayed. does it mean tt guys are jerks? hhahax. f the world has an increasing number of lesbians or bisexual. its all guy's fault. i've tried. i know.


am i so unattractive? so unprettie? so desperate? so open? so stupid? i realise i'm horrible. my thinkin is alwaes different from others. wads wrong wif me. sumtimes i feel like a whore. sorie for the crude word.


ziting aak me edit her pics. got two editions.


the original~

edited 1 background veri crooked and horrible hor.

edited version two. i onli edited the background. nuthin done to hte face. footprints in her hart. =x