bleed

thurs night he cored me
and we're back together once again
now its reali over. gone.
since ytd. our 1 month aniversary
tis feelin is different frm my past
in e past. i wud feel like shoutin -wo shi lian ler-
cryin all over and go crazie
now. i dun feel like shoutin
i dun feel like cryin
e onli feelin i can describe is
havin hundreds of elephants stompin on ma hart
so suffocatin yet still alive
its not veri pain. its veri xinku
i cant lie.
i'm waitin for him to ask for patch
although i duno if i wud
duno tis pain wud last how long
i miss him
miss his smell; his hug; his everitin
all tis fei hua?
why am i feelin so calm
its not like me
i shud hab vent all ma emotions
wads rong wif me

g u e s s i n e e d e u u b a b i

finalie

hMmz..finallie my com hao le. thanks to uncle joseph =x hahaax. so long no blog le lor. alot tings happened within tis period lahx. dunno how and where to start. i'm so mentallie strained. i guess i'm considered single le bah. silent break? lol. i chose to do nuthin and i believe alot of people will support me doin tis. i've not met a bf as sucky as him. hahaahax. although its onli abt a month but it hurts lei. sigh. but chang tong bu ru duan tong rite. i believe i deserve sumone hu treats me better lor. i hope he dun suddenlie cum tok to me like nuthin happen. i will xin ruan de lor. hais. so i'm single and available once again. cheers~ -.-"

virus

sorie guys..its not tt i'm such a blog slacker..
but my com kena virus canot access to the blog page loh..
so unable to update at all..
so now i am at school..
havin office application..
update my blog..hahahax..
school's com is so damn slow man..

dun need to visit my blog le..
not gonna update frequentlie
big yi ma jus knocked on my door..
make me kinda moodie..
aniwae..i'm not alone le..
hope my life gets better..
wish me luck everione..