first step

my first ever performance is coming soon, LOL ~
cant stop being excited about it..
but its a pity alot people cant be dere to support me
cuz its a fridae afternoon
i kip tinkin...
wad shud i wear?
how shud my hair be done?
wad actions or movement must i make?
hahahas.. hope dat tis is onli a stepping stone
dere'll be more to come!
tis is jus the start of my dream
hurhur..
lookin veri hard for a video cam
hope to record down my first ever live performance
if i manage to..
will upload !
bless me man !

burst

tings tt makes me burst

- continuously fail my 2 cas, now both retakes are waiting for me! bloody hell. nomatter how well i did for my retake it will be maximum 50/100, but i cant even pass!

- i'm damn bored at home ! no shows to watch, no where to go, nothing to do, nothin to eat! piss me off like hell!

- my bf's army camp is gettin from bad to worse, HELL them, wad the FCUK, kip retaining ppl, KISS MY ASS!

- i'm alwaes bloody ALONE at home. NEHNEH

- i'm having my menses, STUPID hormones making me crazy!

- cant get to celebrate my 1 yr anniversary, totally SHUT OFF.