4th month

30th of may would be our 4th month together
and the veri geh kiang me sae wan cook gib him it
people hu noes me noe tt i cant cook
oh my god.. anione save me..
so went to NTUC last night
called qian for help
asked her to pei me buy stuff lor


didnt sleep for the whole night
watchin Devil Beside You till episode 16
damn sweet show! *melts*
by then its 3+ liao
so i went to cook the soup
cux dey sae soup mus cook long den nice
Miss Tan Hwee Peng DUN touch raw meat one!
but she touched it
fcuk. damn disgustin can
oi qian. the bone we bought damn bloody can
i almos puke i swear.


well now i'm steaming egg
later will hab fried tofu
and pork cutlet
duno will succeed anot lahs
jus now the soup tasted like shit
luckili my mum woke up and help me a lil
now i tink it taste more edible le


yeayea.. i now i'm not a gud gurl *roll eyes*
i cant cook i cant do chores
lanpinguo mah.. wad to do..
hope he likes it nor >.<

dance aud

oh.. i'm so sad

i guess i screwed myself up

i'm grouped under the bad ones

i dun tink i did dat badly though

so bu gan xin

frens i knew tt dae oso sae i dance alrite

well.. bad luck lorhs..

i tink dey needed lotsa people

so i believe even u suck in singing or dancin dey'll still wan u

but the problem is

if i were to be a kns small fry in the musical

i doubt i will wan to involve

*crys* dere goes my dream >.<

dancing kills me *roll eyes*

let's hope dey lurfe my singing

and let me be a something in the musical den

human changes

stupid naggy entry.. dun hab to read..

sumtimes i find it rather amazing how tings changes.. human changes.. over a period of time..

recentli a fren of mine had sum sorta problem bet her guy. i shall not mention hu.. i used to tink she had a veri sweet romance.. and wud envy on how she's loved.. i even cursed on her lack of time for us. she used to grumble abt stuffs between them.. but deep down her we knew tt she's so in love tt all grumbles doesnt reali mean anithin to her.. now that the guy had changed.. over a weekend...or perhaps long ago before anione realised.. he doesnt look sweet to me animore.. instead he looked like a monster.. the change in his behaviour, attitude, and all shocked me.. is tis is the guy who used to dote on his gf so much? dey had been together for arnd 10 months.. is 10 months of togetherness not strong enuf to conquer lust? or mayb curiousity? is my fren not gud enuf dat he had to get another ones? how cud human jus put down months of feelings without any pain and carry on.. even if he cud.. why dun he wanna let go? he replied 'anything lahs..u wan continue den continue loh' so perhaps its she not wantin to let go.. she kips explaining tt she believe he wud change.. wud cum back for her.. i doubt so..tons of people gave up convincing her its not gonna work.. since mani incidents and evidence had shown..but she still wanna try.. hu cud stop? if she ever read tis.. i hope she understands the situation soon.. no use clinging onto sumtin not worth clinging for.. he's not dere animore..mayb his bodi is.. but not his heart..

this incident definitely had an impact on me.. she's gud lookin.. her smile is so sweet.. no lack of suitors.. but now i see her.. sorrie to sae but i onli see a pathetic smile she puts on her face.. shuo bian jiu bian.. how hurtful for people arnd her to see tis..when will grey clouds leave and regain its clear blue sky..

aaa..shit..

aaa..checked my mail.. and i got tis..




Dear Student

Thank you for attending the singing audition on 22 Apr.

You are also required to attend a dance audition/workshop on:

Date: Fri 26 May 2006 (2.30pm)
Venue:ITE College East (Simei) Admin Blk 2nd Level, CeMTA
Requirement: No need to prepare. The choreographer will show you the steps (dance choreography)

If you wish to be considered for the Musical, attendance at the dance audition/workshop is compulsory.

Call me if you need clarifications.

Best Regards
Mr Lim Pang Kwee
Student Development Officer
ITE CeMTA



wad the hell
means i'm still not confirm in?
wasted all my emotions!
~!@#$%^&*()_+
but noticed the audition/workshop ?
means its an audition for some
and workshop for some?
wad the hell it means
i feel like smsin tis cher
but i predict i wudnt get any reply


shit tis time
i cant reali dance
smashed my dream
idiot

NDP aud

last week went for a NDP ad audition
till now none of us get any response yet
neh neh.. tot can earn sum money..
its 60 for a day lorhs..
i'm so in need of money !






went to cineleisure to eat and take prints!









okiie.. i look like shit in tis pic >.<

sumtimes it feels like no one remembers me..



or jus cant find ani reason to look me up lol
or perhaps i'm not approachable
not a gud listener
not a gud advisor
not a gud fren



mayb i'm jus someone not worth lookin up for
lanpinguo



nah..
tink the gud side
perhaps its jus my hormones acting up again.
i hate PMS

zzz

last weekend's quite cool

had chalet from fridae nite to sat nite

went to Wild Wild Wet !

quite fun but little variety

wend to No Signboard Seafood Restaurant at East Coast

bill was around 240+ ~

went dere to celebrate my boi's mum bdae~

den had the famous 'Rochor' dao huay~ ( dou hua )

my xiao jian jian and me 3 months liao~ hurhur

DON PUKE haHahaa!

he bought a necklace for me~

the first ting he ever gave me >.<

now is tt ah leng bdae la

hab 2 kinda tinkin

the devil tinkin:

tml so ma fan la

mus meet tt ah ling

waste time

cuz her bdae ma

bo bian lor.

pocket still mus got hole..

neh neh pok !

the angel tinkin:

tml mus celebrate!

i missed her so much

mus thank god for bringing her to me

she is priceless!

spend money is ying gai de..

cant wait till tml =x

waHaHAa.. ah leng dun hamtum me la..

i at least wu abit xim la hor..

hapi burfdae lah..

one last sentence

er... eh... erm...

i love u la ! BYE