messie

it had been a long time since i updated my blog? i no longer workin le lohx..sux place? not tt i dun hab time for my blog..it's jus tt..recentli kinda messie abt my stuff..i dun even noe how to sae it..my life hab been so upside down..i feel lousie and xin ku everydae..omgoshx..i feel like i goin crazie liaox loh..i'm so unsure abt tis whole damn ting..and why do my hart aches? i'm sooo tired le lor..wan den wan..dun wan den dun wan..arGhhH!!! if i dun feel for him..i wudnt hab been so miserable lohx..but he....hais..forget it..leave everitin to fate? hahaxx..wad can i do abt it? nuthin..everidae is waitin for tings to happen lohx..i feel so sucky these daes lohz..its undescribable..i jus cant sae animore..it hurts..

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i'm goin to update my blog..cuz sumone asks me to..LOL...hmm..quite some time din update le..lazie cum no time lahz..tis yr's new year not a beri gud one? mayb becuz ah gong not feelin well..the atmosphere is guai guai de..but ang baos din guai guai lahz..lol...chu 1 and 2 had to work in the mornin..zZz..luckili store gt gib angbaos..LOL..den fri went to nelson house to eat lohx..so nice sia..like small gathering..den after tt was..I DO I DO..lol..dat show was funnie!! alot of local jokes bahx..veri entertainin oHhz~ mus watch~ few of us went to merry's house to ton overnight lohx..gamble gamble (poker) =X i din do much lahz..i slept quite earlie..piggy lai de lohx..cant blame..hahax..


went benny's house den back to merry's house..tis time is mahjong...zZz..i duno how to play lohx..so play wif benny's guitar..den fell asleep..hAhA!!! benny veri interestin sia!! his house got 2 organs..a normal guitar..a 12 string guitar..a violin..wah piang..so mUsiC~ went home in the evening lohz.. sundae me and qian go clementi arcade play..hahahaz..saw dennis's fren, kenny..he onli saw my pic before and was able to regconise me..lol...


yesterdae was valentine dAE!! me and qian went to jp after work..although i wasnt feelin veri well..omg ..its alot alot alot of couples lohz..my mood kena dragged to basement 100 storey..lol..alot got prezzie flowers..wear qing lu zhuang..so xian mu sia..suddenli wo you xiang qi ta..idiot..at nite..before i sleep..duno why my hand reached for the phone and called him? luckili he did not answer bahx..or esle i'm gonna cry over the fone again? LOL..shud be wun lahz..actuali i tried callin a few times..den i went to bed..everitin is fated bahx..


todae i din went to work..wasnt feelin veri well lohx..so i rest at home..office..the drawer tt me and qian in charge of..short of cash..die le..duno how siaz..god bless bahz..sick of work..zzz..sianz!!!

chalet

hmmz..on the 4th..went to work as usual..den at nite hab DnD lohx..went tot restaurant and eat..the fod and service dere arent gud lohx..so end up not full? work got a while le..dere got sum guys like quite ke ai..hahass..but all is old liaox de..after the dinner..realise tt actuali those in du ren not those tiko bad kind de leh..dere oso like veri cute de lohx..dere names -.-" LoL..hmmz..after the dinner..me and qian went to downtown east chalet lohx..sorta 'klaz' chalet bahx..i led the rong wae..end up walked a veri long wae..haAHas..

on the 5th..wake up eat breakfast..den went to swim!! hahass..shin and qian was plannin to suntan? hahaxx..the pool life guard si bian tai sia..kip lookin at our direction..zzz..jus becuz we wear little? kekex..at nite was terrible..i lost my wallet at the arcade!! oMG!! idiot sia..inside got 10 bucks..NIRC ezlink..lotsa fotos..cards..arGH!!! so damn bloodie pissed off...oredi so broke le lohx..still lidat..luckili i din put ALL my pay inside my wallet..arbo can die..hais..i veri suay sia..hope after new yr luck will change..haha~ since its lost..no use bein sad le bahx..wang le ta~

checked out on 6th mornin..den went to kbox at JEC? after tt was arcade..hahass..played ddr..oh gosh..sweat alot lohx!! we like play veri vigorousli lohx..lol..can diet lahs..den went home le lahx..tts abt it? lolx..the chalet overall was quite enjoyable lahx..at least i realise tt those hu din reali like me in the past is treatin me alrite le..gud news for me~ yea!~

crazie

i jus duno how long can i stil tolerate everitin!!! aRGH!!! so tired everidae..zzz..hais..money!! tts wad motivates me each dae..i tried hard to ignore everitin..nth is impt..hais..duno lahx..pms-in in progress..but i feel tt i'm goin crazie..i lost my life..wad kinda life is tis now? my freedom? omg..i'm stupid..clumsie..absent minded..jus everitin!! i even lost a cheque? i'm gud for nuthin..NUTHIN!! everidae mus cryx..i dun like..wo bu xi huan!!! pls let me marry a rich guy..jus let me lead my life peacefullie...die peacefullie too..i misses school life again..its so nice and innocent..society..so scarie to mention..will i change after i work? i didnt wan to be the same..so fuglie..eeee...set me free..aAaHhHh!!!